- Mood:
Yearning - Listening to: Everybody In The Club Getting Tipsy
- Reading: Hunted- House Of Night
- Eating: Stuffing
- Drinking: Pepsi
I've been gone for awhile again. I know, I'm sorry.
But the whole creative part of me has died and went somewhere like hell, I think.
I apologize if anyone's feelings are hurt.
Anyways, my life has went from down in the dumps, to up up up, to back down, and now it is back to just okay. Not great, not awful, but just okay. You heard me before, I was pissed off at Ash after having that fight with him that Sunday, well I've seriously gotten over him, a little. I guess. But my old friend from elementary school likes me and we've liked each other for awile, but one night, it got serious.
I was texting him and I said, "Ugh, I seriously wish I wasn't this ugly."
Well it turned into him telling me I was beautiful and amazing, and bunch of other sappy shit I can't stand seeing other people tell people they like. Well, after that, even though I'm young, I seriously thought I was in love with him. But turns out, he has this girl he wants to go out with but can't, and he had to choose between us.
He really sounded like a dickhead, but I said okay. He chose her of course, and I lied and said I wasn't hurt at all. I snapped at him and after we got into this huge fight, his facebook status was: "Where there's love, distance shouldn't mattter."
I've been wanting to cry. He really was a jerk and he hurt me alot, worse than anyone else before. Most of all, he pissed me off majorly. And I still care about him. Shit, am I fucked up or what? Yes, yes I am.
Thanksgiving morning at 1 in the morning I cried over him and nothing, and Wednesday before Thanksgiving I was sick and depressed, but I don't know why. But somehow, my friends cheered me up. They all sent me nice text messages about friendship and love and crap and made me feel better and they don't even know it. I need to message all of them and tell them how great they made me feel! I'll do it when it is not late at night, though. Lol.
Enough about depression, Thanksgiving was good and quiet, but I miss my best friend who is in Maryland with her family. I hope she's having a good time, even though it may be awkward for her in some ways.
Tomorrrow, I'm getting my bangs blended with my hair and my hair itself shaped up.
People won't notice until after Christmas break, I'm sure.
Idiots at my school. I love most, yet hate the rest. <3
Anyways right nwo I'm sitting in a dark basement and I'm scared shitless becuase the kittens keep making unessacary sounds. Plus, Esme will not stop farting! Ew!
Natalie broke the TV receiver today by puking on it, and that is why I'm in the dark.
Abbie in going mental like his Sister/Aunt Sunshine since he isn't allowed in the kitchen anymore. Sunshine still lives on a door, and Renesmee likes to bite me under the covers at night now. Garnet has found love in turkey, and Scrappie is my friend Rawr.
Yeah, even though things are kinda crazily weird in my life, I still have my cats and friends to cheer me up. Anyways, farewell for now!~
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This is for the ones I see above me
Three little stars in a great big sky
Light for the world and hope for the weary
They try
~Mary Chapin Carpenter, On With The Song
So, where's the non-existant cake?
Answer: [link]
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Save me, I'm lost,
Oh Lord I've been waiting for you.
I'll pay the cost,
Save me from being confused.
Show me what I'm looking for.
Show Me What I'm Looking For- Carolina Liar
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Zight D. Darkmoon is just Night with a sideways Z
icon by ~poisonthedragon for drawing it and =Malumvolo for animating it
~nightddarkmoonwolff&~nightddarkmoonwolf are imposters
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Zight D. Darkmoon is just Night with a sideways Z
icon by ~poisonthedragon for drawing it and =Malumvolo for animating it
~nightddarkmoonwolff&~nightddarkmoonwolf are imposters
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Love... Que es esto? Quien sabe? No se!
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"To not die is the greatest gift you can give someone you love." - Kazuhiko Ryu
"To believe...is also precious..." - Allen Walker
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